“No.” Rayne replied.
“C’mon bae its going to be okay.” I made her look at me. I smiled and pecked her lips. She smiled at me. She finished signing the papers and we left the rehab center. The drive back home was silent. She just stared out the window the whole time. I guess she was really scared. I grabbed hold of her hand and squeezed it lightly just to let her know I was there. She turned to look at me and smiled back.
“I’m okay.” she said caressing my cheeks. I just nodded and continued to drive. Once we got into my driver her car was still there.
“Shit.” I mumbled.
“Milo whats wrong?” I guess she over heard me.
“Nothing babe.” We both out the car and I went open the door. I decided to not call out her name. As I walked I looked around but she wasn’t there.
“I’m hungry.” I kind of jumped, I totally forgot Rayne was right behind me.
“Milo you sure you okay?”
“Yes honey. How about you go take a bath and I’ll make you something.”
“Oh thanks, I’m in need of relaxation. She picked up her bad and kissed me before heading up stairs. Once she was out of my sight I hurried and looked around for Stacy but she seemed not to be here until the scream of Rayne.
“What the fuck are you doing here?”
“What the fuck are YOU doing here?” I heard Rayne said. I hurriedly went upstairs to see Stacy in my t-shirt, in MY bed.
‘Milo what is she doing here?” pointed Stacy.
“What I’m doing here, this is my boyfriend.”
“Boyfriend please, you’re just another charity case.”
“Bitch!!” Rayne lunged for Stacy but I grabbed her.
“Stacy put your clothes on and come down stairs. Lets go Rayne.” I said into her ear. She yanked from my arms and went down stairs. I followed behind. I didn’t lie, I did tell her to leave.
“No I don’t want to here it, you still with her Milo?”
“No I been broke it off. I told her to leave.”
“Then what is she still doing here?” she yelled.
“I don’t know, but we about to find out.” Finally Stacy was coming down stairs. She looked a little heavier than usual. She came around still glaring at Rayne and she was glaring back.
“Stacy I thought I told you to leave.”
“I know but I know you care about me Milo, she just another charity case. I’m a real woman.” I put my hand on Rayne back and rubbed it, trying to keep her calm.
“Stacy I ove Rayne, she is all the woman I need.” I said looking in to Rayne eyes. She smiled and pecked my lips and we heard Stacy scuff.
“Oh please when she go back running to them drugs you going to be at my doorstep crying like a bitch.”
“That’s enough, you don’t talk about Milo you little skank bitch.” interjected Rayne.
“You need to shut your crack head ass up, this is between Milo and I.”I could feel the anger coming off Rayne.
“You need to leave Stacy along with your belongings.”
“But we need to talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” I slightly yelled.
“Yes it is.”
‘Then what?” I yelled this time. She got quiet and started playing with her fingers.
“Say it bitch.” said Rayne irritated.
“I’m pregnant. That’s why I was calling so much.” she said looking at me. I couldn’t believe this.
“I’m 15 weeks.” She raise her shirt and I saw the bump. I heard Rayne gasp and I felt my mouth hit the ground.
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing or seeing. I felt the tears was welding up in my eyes. She smiled and rubbed her belly. I felt like I wanted to run and cry. I wanted to be the wife and the mother of his kids. I wanted it all and now its shattered by her. I looked at Milo and he looked even more shock than afraid. I just couldn’t handle it, I went upstairs, closed the door, and locked it. I threw myself on the bed and cried between the pillows. I realized she just got up out this bed and jumped up. This room was where they made love, this bed was where the created that baby. I cried even more. I sat on the floor and cried. The craving came back and it hit harder than ever. I didn’t realize how ling I was sitting there starring at the wall until I heard a knock at the door.\
“Rayne.’ I stayed quiet.
“Rayne babe, open up.”
“No go away.”
‘Baby please, just to talk.” I unlocked the door and sat back on the wall. He opened the door and came in looking for me.
“I’m down here.” he quickly turned around at the sound of my voice. He had a look of sorry written across his face. He sat in the edge if the bed, but I refuse to look at him, I just continued to stare straight ahead at the wall.
“Baby talk to me please.”
“Whats there to talk about “daddy.”
‘Idk if that kid is mine.”
“Please I’m sure you fucked her without a condom a couple times.” he stayed quiet. I just laughed.
“Just when I thought everything was going to be okay, once again life hates me.” IU started crying all over again. He slid in front of me.
“Everything is going to be fine. W estill gogint ot be together no matter what.” I stayed quiet.
“We are going to be together no matter whjat right?”
“Idk Milo, I really don’t.”
‘What you mean you don’t know.”
“This is a family now Milo. No matter what you and her have a family. I cant break that up.”
“You’re not breaking us up.”
“yes I am, she is your childs mother, that show it suppose to be. A mother , a father, and its children. Not the father and his girlfriend and the baby momma.” I said letting the tears fall.
“I love you, not her. I want us, you are my family.”
“Milo.” I sighed.
“No, listen that baby might not be mine, I want you, I want you to be my wife, I want you to be the mother of my kids. I just want you , don’t you get that?”
“Yes but whether you like it or not there s baby involved.”
“Stop thinking about that damn baby.”
“I CANT!!” I yelled standing up.
He wiped his hands over his face. “I got to go.” I said walking away. He grabbed my wrist.
“Baby please don’t go, just stay and think about it please. Just stay.” I saw the begging in his eyes. I already made up my mind or did I? I was so confused. I always refused to break up a family. I knew how it felt and I NEVER ever wan to do that too a child. He gotten into bed and patted the spit next to him. I slid on the bed and he wrapped his arm around me pulling me closer. I just cuddled up to him more. I couldn’t leave this, I couldn’t leave him. But that baby was on my mind. What will haooen once she or he gets here, will his feelings for Stacy change. I was so confused I’m the head. He rubbed his finger down my back relaxing me in an instant.
“I love you.’ his whispered those words in my ear. I smiled, my body got all giddy.
“I love you too.” I heard myself say. At that moment when those words was spoken I knew what my choice was,